Mood Swings

I've been having mood swings today like all crazy. This morning started out as the most wonderful, beautiful morning in as many days since Renny's been gone and I was all bright and cheerful, but without warning or even the slightest trigger, I quickly shifted through several stages of paranoia, depression, and despair. I'm not sure what's wrong with me, but I know one thing - I can't trust my emotions today.