Finally, a Conclusion

Oh, just an update on things before I forget. They aren't terribly important, but I wanted to make a remark of them. Sarah Uhl and I went out for coffee on Monday night to talk and one of the things that came up is what happened last year. Now, things make a bunch more sense and we're on good terms with each other (as far as I know. It's always a little hard to tell with her.)

However, let me see if I can lie out the miscommunication that happened between us. I thought that she was mad at me because of the things we did and the fact that there was no relationship to follow since that was what I was told and ostracised for. I was mad at her because i thought she purposefully propigated the lie that I didn't tell her that it was a one time thing and actually attempted to destroy what little social standing I had.

What actually happened was that Crap made a drink for her the night stuff happened between her and I which made her forget the night before for the mostpart (which I didn't know. If I did, I wouldn't have had her drive over to my place in any circumstance.) Therefore, she has no recollection what-so-ever of the talk I had with her before anything happened making sure that she understood the terms on which I was interested in things happening and making sure that they were terms that suited her as well. After all, the last thing that I wanted was the situation to bite me in the ass as it did before. (Maybe it's not romantic, but I feel it's better to be careful than romantic when dealing with the feelings of someone else.)

However, that wasn't the reason that she was mad at me. She was mad at me because I apparently started ignoring her online while she was in France and she was frustrated and panicking, being all alone. Well, a lot of things were happening at that point, but I tried to communicate with her the best I could. However, it seemed as though she disliked talking to me and I was told that she was mad at me over the things we did, so I just slowly stopped talking to her thinking that I made her angry every time that I approached her. Had I known that she just wanted to talk more, a lot of pain could have been avoided.

So, that's the summary of everything that matters as far as I can tell. If you were curious as it seemed like a lot of you were, there's your answer. One final thing though, since at least one person has been confused on the matter. Sarah and I did not have sex. Though the experience we shared was a sexual one, it contained very extremely limited sexual acts, more appropriate to a shy and curious fourteen year old than to the reputation I was given over it. The next time you want to give me a heinous reputation, at least allow me to have done significant acts worth the trouble. Just saying.