Ill

I feel so terribly sick right now. I'm having violent and erratic mood swings that don't make much sense, I feel like I'm going to vomit all of the time, and my face feels incredibly warm. I'm reminded very much of Alex's illness in the Clockwork Orange. It helps that I have been feeling like I'm going to snuff it for a while now. If I didn't know that the cause of this sickness was just emotional distress of some sort from a really rough, intense weekend, I would think that I was horribly diseased. However, the thing that proves that it is an emotional sickness and not a real illness is because there are times that I feel great and on top of the world which come as often as the intense stomach pain and need to vomit sensation.

If this gets to be too much, I may have to enact the Dunning Principle.